Sunday night’s musings

It’s sunday night, and I can’t relax easily. I hate sunday nights. They are a prelude to mondays, and mondays means back to a “routine”, a work week…Gosh I’m easily getting bored these days!  If I was a tad sarcastic – and bitchy with myself – I would say that the future arrival of my kid was to fill a certain void in my life these last few months. But that’s my negative voice in my head, so moving along…

It’s finally December, and I’m trying to kick myself into getting in the Holidays’ Spirit or cheerful mood. Yet, it does not seems to be working, for too much Christmas publicity in the last month (jeez, it started November 1st! arghh) combined with partys (where the materialistic and capitalist society will mostly shine in its brightest and most indecent ways) are making me feel nauseous and grumpy. Seriously, I don’t know how I’ll be able to enjoy the holidays later in my life for the kid! :S If only December 26th was tomorrow already…It’s funny, thought, how people are complaining about the holidays, how the “spirit” of family, community, sharing and time well spent has disappear, to make way for buying gifts (and more gifts!), spending a lot on food and presentation, being at your best everywhere, and a lack of simplicity, etc. Yet, people don’t really change theirs habits, and will still be complaining (the same rants) next year. Must also be why I don’t really like the Holiday’s season.

Otherwise, still busy with GeekFestMTL and my social life. I guess I am trying to compensate for next year, where most of my time will probably be taken away by the kid and taking care of it. I must say that I am a tad curious and excited about this new task, even if my personal insecurities are scaring me a bit for this next great big adventure in Life. Oh well, can’t wait to see how it will go!